Somebody in my class broke a broom today.
And just like before, no one responded to this event.
To my surprise, I was still a little bit angry at the outcome
though I've predicted the consequence.
It's really difficult to countrol one's temper
while he's experiencing a terrible and awful matter.
However, the matter doesn't matter now.
I am kind of losing my ability to care about such a suck thing.
In spite of all the dark sides of this incident,
I keep myself in the bright side as much as possible.
I am not expecting a happy ending this June.
I don't desire for it, either.
I even have no feeling about the true and warm relationship
between my students and myself.
What happened to me?
I am socialized.
Totally, unavoidably.
There is no choice for me to stay in the statement
which I used to be in
I am upset because the hope I used to have before is still vivid
in front of my eyes.
To accept the truth is the only solution to reduce the sorrow.
No matter what will come to me, I can't be as surprised as before.
There will be no regret or any tear on the ceremony .
All I will or can give them is bless.
I've run out of my energy to create fantasies.
Being practical and realistic on the affection side is never wrong.
especially when it comes to the end like this.
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