I have just made a phone call to a student's parent,
which took me not only money but time.
Why did I do that?
I am pretty sure I wasn't going to accuse him but help him.
The boy transfered to my class last February.
My first impression of him is favourable.
without any reason, I felt good about him.
Maybe that's the so-called "緣分"?
But that's not the key point.
The key point is that I can feel his obvious change recently.
He gets angry easily and becomes moody every time
when he faces somthing not suiting his mind.
It's a symbol! A symbol of the "Twister Period".
Just like a storm, whirling above with a great power,
he can hardly be aware of his own change.
But I know he could sense it.
I've talked with him two days ago, I guess.
And he is still the one I am impressed.
But there is something incomprehensible during this period,
which is probably about Hormone.
So, I am a little uneasy about that.
I don't care about students' self-comprehensions toward me.
It's not important.
Because I can understand what I am doing and
why I have to do that to them now.
It's tanggled but necessary to set rules for them to follow.
Moreover, I don't want to be a good person
and I can't be a good person, either.
Being a teacher in a junior high is really tough for me now.
Facing students' problems and trying to help them
are also tiring and time-consuming.
I don't think I have enough energy to take another class this September.
I need time to concentrate on my breath.
It's getting over, but I can perceive that something is getting to begin.
Maybe no Goodby is the best respondence to my students.
I hope they can become good people and always have dreams in their mind.
Don't make the same mistake as I did before.
I wasted too much time on meaningless things in my past.
And I'm quite regretful now.
No matter how hard it is to tell my students the importance of studying ,
I should keep doing that day after day.
That's the only thing I can do for them.
Finally, here are some words for Stella.
Stella, have a good evening today.
Because you are improved and I think you have done your best today.
That's good!
Don't lose your faith and keep going on.
There will be something magical waiting for you ahead.
which took me not only money but time.
Why did I do that?
I am pretty sure I wasn't going to accuse him but help him.
The boy transfered to my class last February.
My first impression of him is favourable.
without any reason, I felt good about him.
Maybe that's the so-called "緣分"?
But that's not the key point.
The key point is that I can feel his obvious change recently.
He gets angry easily and becomes moody every time
when he faces somthing not suiting his mind.
It's a symbol! A symbol of the "Twister Period".
Just like a storm, whirling above with a great power,
he can hardly be aware of his own change.
But I know he could sense it.
I've talked with him two days ago, I guess.
And he is still the one I am impressed.
But there is something incomprehensible during this period,
which is probably about Hormone.
So, I am a little uneasy about that.
I don't care about students' self-comprehensions toward me.
It's not important.
Because I can understand what I am doing and
why I have to do that to them now.
It's tanggled but necessary to set rules for them to follow.
Moreover, I don't want to be a good person
and I can't be a good person, either.
Being a teacher in a junior high is really tough for me now.
Facing students' problems and trying to help them
are also tiring and time-consuming.
I don't think I have enough energy to take another class this September.
I need time to concentrate on my breath.
It's getting over, but I can perceive that something is getting to begin.
Maybe no Goodby is the best respondence to my students.
I hope they can become good people and always have dreams in their mind.
Don't make the same mistake as I did before.
I wasted too much time on meaningless things in my past.
And I'm quite regretful now.
No matter how hard it is to tell my students the importance of studying ,
I should keep doing that day after day.
That's the only thing I can do for them.
Finally, here are some words for Stella.
Stella, have a good evening today.
Because you are improved and I think you have done your best today.
That's good!
Don't lose your faith and keep going on.
There will be something magical waiting for you ahead.
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