Something about Stella

People always like to lie to themselves.

This happens to me all the time.

Last time when I went to the pharmacy in Tesco, I asked the lady there about the cream for acnes.

She told me that she doesn't think the cream would do anything good to my acnes.

She also suggested me to go to the doctors.

So, I made an appointment with the doctor this morning in Strand.

It takes courage to go out with a terrible look.

and I just tried to ignor how ugly my face is now.

so, i would go to the doctor tomorrow afternoon.

but don't know if it is because of my personality, I went to another pharmacy near borough market this afternoon

the lady gave me a totally different responses today.

she recommended me to take a tube of cream "freederm" which is exactly the same one in Tesco.

haha...she told me that it would help reduce the inflammed acnes and redness as well.

so guess what....i bought it immediately

i think it may be out of the inner impulse which drives me to do this...or may be just becasue of the impatience~

anyway, i bought the cream at the price of almost 9 pounds and also made an appointment tomorrow...

see...how nervous i am about the acnes...

oh....i also spent too much money today....really don't wanna talk about that...

sometimes it's ok to release the monster in ur mind..

haha...it's good to write in english...
coz i think some of my family won't spend time reading it and they wouldn't know how crazy i was today...


Lying is always a good way to escape some horrible truth...when u need some rest, why not tell urself some lies.